I am so sorry for not posting as I said I would a few weeks ago. Last night I sat down and typed and typed, but still no post. I don't know what the Lord wants me to say. It's the strangest feeling. I have so much to say about adoption, but I just don't feel fully released to share my thoughts just yet. I will say that it definitely ranks right up there as the hardest thing that we've ever done (right alongside watching my oldest struggle medically for nearly 2 years) but it is also one of the best decisions that we've ever made. It is changing us!! By the way, have I ever mentioned that I am married to one of the best men ever? I know many of you would say the same, but I just can't say enough good things about my husband right now. He is my rock! And it is so neat to see God doing so many things in and through him. I am so grateful that God blessed me with him. I have so much to say about my man and especially about his relationship with Jake and Andrew, but that is the subject of another post I'm afraid.
For now, if you're reading this, please pray for my little Jake. In many ways I feel like a first time mom. Things are the same as with my others, but in many ways they are so different. A couple of weeks ago Jake started blinking especially hard. He's continued to do that. With his slightly abnormal CT and diagnosis of CP (and with my background in clinical research on epilepsy), it has been a little concerning to me. The last couple of days though I think it may be more allergy related or pink eye or something like that. I'm just not sure. He also just doesn't seem to feel real well....cries a lot throughout the day and then is awake off and on through the night. Andrew did have a really bad stomach virus on Christmas Day so maybe Jake has a touch of that. I don't know. I'm just tired and thought if you feel led, you might pray for my sweet little guy. I also think he might have an issue with milk.
Merry Christmas to you all!
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